by budlamb | Sep 20, 2010 | Uncategorized
Loon Lake, Sierra’s. 70 degrees – wind out of the west 15-20 mph. Blue sky. Diamond water. Shimmering lake surface. Wind singing through pine, cedar, juniper, manzanita, dry lupin, baked needles. Yes, the wind sings thru stone aeolian harp across the...
by budlamb | Sep 13, 2010 | Uncategorized
I feel if I give in to the pull to avoid doing my work I will lose my way. This is a lie designed to chain me to the flywheel of Sisyphus. Today I don’t feel like doing my work and the more I think about it, the more I imagine myself up in the Sierra’s on...
by budlamb | Sep 6, 2010 | Uncategorized
I am unlearning what it means to be a pastor. It is not easy, or pleasant to shed your skin – it is like scalping your own soul. Reinvention is another word for unlearning. This kind of reinvention happens while I am living and being as a human. It is like...